Lonely dan Aku

Tak dinafikan selepas beberapa bulan break up dengan cinta hati, saya mengalami tekanan perasaan dan alami rasa sunyi. Jiwa rasa tak menentu dan hidup tak tentu arah, bagai tergambar dalam lirik lagu jiwang kapak. Benarlah cinta itu buta, boleh rosak segala-gala kalau terus tak tentu hala.

Sehingga kini, aku masih mencari rentak walaupun sendiri. Terus mengayuh ke satu destinasi yang tidak tahu mana akan pergi. Si dia telah temui pengganti, jadi aku perlu kuatkan hati dan bawa diri.

Lagu Lonely nyanyian Akon ini keluar masa saya tingkatan satu di VI. Bila dibaca balik liriknya, memang ada kene mengena dengan keadaan aku sekarang.

Layan...


Lonely - Akon

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my players out there ya know got that one good girl who's always been there like ya
Know took all the bullshit then one day she can't take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
could a sworn I was dreaming, for her I was Feenin,
so I had to take a little ride,
back tracking over these few years, tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad,
cause Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put you through you still stuck Around and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
I Really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't never met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you
Cause ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be,
ain't no-one in the globe I'd rather see
then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Never thought that I'd be alone,
I didn't think you'd be gone this long,
I just want you to call my phone,
so stop playing girl and Come on home (come on home),
baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out,
I never wished I'd ever
Hurt my baby, and it's driving me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely